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Ryan Wagner
Kerrville, Texas



Arguing our existence

Barring arms to keep persistence
Cutting the throat
Deafening moments decide the acceptance
Executing beliefs, disturbing prides relief
Flailing your words, walking unanswered paths
Generating Conversation irrelevant to the cause
Hiding behind translucent ideas
Initiating a spark. Don't hark on
Justification
Kids learn and prepare for their future
Land of the free, Yes it is very plain to see
Mocking our own!
Never understanding the true cause
Offering Restrictions. I made my distinction
Puddles, Your all puddles lying still in a busy street
Quietly disintegrating
Resolution? Put the signs down
Sit still shut your mouth, guess what shits gone south
Times ticking, Does your spine Tingle
Understanding where we are coming from shouldn't infuriate you
War is evident
X it
Ying Yang
Zip it. Hell we took our hit, don't throw a fit, and take your seat
Whether or not you like it, you're a flu, Your contagious
Listen to this its advantageous.
Shhhh do you hear that. President Bush said what?
"Saddams Regime must and will be defeated"
I'm so sorry we didn't wait for your opinion
Guess what Saddam, your invited to the BUSH reunion!!!




Memories

I miss you,
can't you see this face of sorrow
Tell me please. Your heart may i borrow
Just for a little while
This impression piles on no remorse
You cant find your answer in this course
Look deep inside and you will find
Search deeper, search your body soul and mind
DOnt bypass my heart
Its obvious i need you
I do miss you like the ocean misses the vast quantity of blue
Slowly my face ris its sorrow
Time Ticks away
I dont want to go, plese can I stay
Memories flashing through our mind
Memories bashing
Memories slashing at our heart
Memories wondering through this black hole
This Black hole grows bigger
I need you
I want you
TImes sneaking and peaking around every corner
Dont treat me like a foreigner
Open your eyes
Shh cant you see, it's me!


Untitled

Solitary confinement
Walls closing closer
Minutes passing bye
Tat tap tap, you rap
you rap your fingers diligently
NOthing is what you hear
the padded walls are whispering
"This space is confined to solitude"
Disrupting personal convictions
solitary confinement
Pausing your life for only a moment


Freedom

War is near, a decision to be made
For a countries freedom will not fade
We have been threatened and sought out
By a ruthless leader who has no doubt
We will defend ourselves until the bitter end
Our rules and regulations will not bend
The time is drawing near
Yet we still show no fear
Protestors say its not our fight
But I say, SHOW ALL OUR MIGHT!!
We are the USA and we will prevail
To take our freedom would bring a cold day in hell


United We Stand

Stars, Strips, Flags, Courage and Heart
We are American Soldiers playing our part.
From the Start,
Bombs began falling, and bodies began bleeding.
As the dusts clears we begin weeding,
Treachery and deceit.
Saddam's Regime We will defeat.
With coalition forces at our side,
Saddam's Regime forced to run and hide.
Young faces frowning when death stains the sand
For Operation Freedom, United We Stand.
Troops shipping out and burdens are carried
When its all over, our heroes will be buried.
Starring in the night,
not a soul in sight
Then unexpectedly a bullet whizzes by
Relief released with a sigh
A sigh heard for miles around
Innocent Americans weren't used to that sound
On September 11, our freedom was tested
So many tears
So much pain
So many lost
Which in turn makes our victory immanent,
Our Freedom is permanent, whether it be by sear air or land
For Operation Freedom United We Stand


Gentleman's Quarry

Poster boards, and cardboard cutouts
What in the hell is all this commotion about
You choose to be under arrest
rather than atess?
Why fight two wars when all we need is one
Yet you still stroll our streets and get nothing done
Shout about 911, shout about Bush cleaning up his fathers mess
Wake up! You're only a pawn in this political game of chess
You say we are doing this for all the wrong reasons
You're words should be treason
I cringe to hear a tear drop because a loved one has fallen
What if it were you're loved one who has fallen
It's say its just a gentlemen's quarry
Then why when i look in your eyes do I sense urgency and worry
You say its a Gentlemen's Quarry
Look in my eyes, Look deep in my eyes
You see cries yes,
But do you see WORRY!!
I know my place
your a disgrace
Quit hiding Saddam show our Protestors your face
Show them the innocent you kill for thrill
Frankly it makes me ill.
Show them the POW's killed execution style, hole in their head
BAM their dead
Imagine starving children,
Mothers Pregnant With Uncertainty
Guess what, Its REALITY!!!
Yet you still stand on the streets and hold your signs up high
and still speak your mind
and protest issues of every kind
You annihilate our president with ill-advised slur
When your eyes are open everything's a blur
Pride test!!
are you ready for this
Its OUR president who conserves OUR freedom
Be all you can be and allow others to see.
Your right this war may not be free, but I know what I would do if it were me.
Will all delight!!!
I would not bring a poster board to this fight!!


Imagine

Sweat's pouring down your spine
Time is not on my side
Where do I go, What do I do?
Woops I should have knew.
It hurts when you hit rock bottom
Its always nice to have a helping hand
A helping hand that wont disappear
One that shows no fear, so please
let me hear that you are near
A helping hand that wipes away my tear
and one who leads the way with no remorse
and tightens the grip when you are about to trip
Imagine bone breaking news
                        that forces you to choose
Imagine horrifying hindrance
                      hiding in he dark
Imagine being alone
Imagine
Imagine
Imagine
if you don't imagine then you cant imagine what they go through
What is it that we have to prove.
Oh my God your feelings were hurt when we struck back
Imagine being in the sand
Minimal visibility not knowing if you're alone
Imagine being able to see an American soldier being surrounded
by Iraqi forces and their closing in fast.
Imagine the fact that his vision is obstructed by twirling sands
“Be all you can be”
“Be all you can be”
flashes over and over in their mind
as to the outside he is blind
Eyes close, and asks the one in which to confide
What would you do?
IMAGINE
IMAGINE JESUS dieing on the cross for you and me
IMAGINE our soldiers dying for you and me
Cant you see they are dying for us
and all you do is romp our streets and fuss.
Imagine


Why

Arguing our existence
Barring arms to keep persistence
Cutting the throat
Deafening moments decide the acceptance
Executing beliefs disturbing prides relief
Flailing your words, and walking unanswered paths
Generating conversation irrelevant to the cause
Hiding behind translucent ideas
Initiating a spark, don't hark on
Justification
Kids learning and preparing for their future
Land of the free, Its very plain to see
Mocking our own president
Never understanding the just cause
Offering restrictions, I've made my distinction
Puddles, you're all puddles lying still in a bust street
Quietly disintegrating
Resolution! Put down your signs and shut your mouth
Seems easy to me because shits gone south
Times ticking,
U feel the tingle in your spine
Viscous attacks with ruthless persistence
War is at hand, we ALL must make a stand
X it
You are the reason I write what i write
Zip it. Hell we took our hit.  
           Don't throw a fit and take a seat
           Whether or not you like it you're a flu
            You're contagious
            Listen to this, it may be advantageous


Preparation

Dependent on others hands
These Iraqi civilians stumble in the sands
Relief struggles with persistence resistance
Faith reigns with Gods Acceptance
Lost souls loosing an already lost battle
We cringe to them herded as cattle
The Distant journeys wear down already worn bodies
Inching closer, increasing the untold sorrow
Preparing to defend as if there were no tomorrow
Silent thoughts disturbed by a comforting yell
Wake up soldier, You're not in hell.
Realizing your surroundings, gaining your senses
Gazing the distance, there are no white picket fences
The Distant Journeys wear down already worn bodies
Saddam's Regime Will run and hide
Our forces will not subside
Hearts grow fainter, minds get weak
Prayers are recited, Guidance we all seek
Relentless pressure places on all who opposes
Our victory, Our leader composes


Letting Go

When my father gave a speech
a leech
manifested into fear, he began to teach
He appeared in control until the very end
Where in the beginning he set a trend
A testimony for everyone to hear
Emotions thrashing about inside his mind
FEAR: FEAR: FEAR
Broken bread and blood shed
Allowed only a certain amount of time,
to stop fear on a dime
Black is all he sees
Fear is now as thick as a swarm of killer bees
It's taking him now, a question is asked of you
What would Jesus DO?
Nothing special he says, just talk your talk
God only knows you can walk the walk
Some sneered and turned their head
But for others we heard his words instead


Solitary Confinement

         The walls around are closing closer
Every minute ticks away
               Tapping on the wall, You rap
  You rap your fingers diligently
The padded walls begin whispering
   nothing is what you hear
        A space confined to solitude
Disrupting personal convictions
     As your life is paused for only a moment.


Solitary Confinement

As your life is paused for only a moment
             you're personal convictions are disrupted
        Tapping on the wall, You rap
You rap your fingers diligently
         because the walls begin whispering
   and nothing is what you hear
      Minutes tick away
         as the walls around are closing in closer

different look on it, sounds good here too.



Vance Cryns
Kerrville, Texas


Dying Dreams

The wolves come out to play
  sometimes at night and sometimes at day.
The wolves howl at the moon
You know they'll be here soon.
You try and try to hide
but you know you're doomed inside.

You start to cry
And then you ask why me
Can't you see I need my sleep?
You wake when a wolf is creeping near
As you feel your eyes begin to tear.
Now as you start screaming
You realize that you're dreaming.


Lost

Lost in a world of no hopes and no dreams.
Negativity surrounds me it's everywhere
Why does this world exist only of hatred?
Why do wars break out everywhere.
Not only between countries but toward
Each other.
This world exist as a torture chamber
That no one can break out of I mean we
Are all trapped.  We shall never get out.
We all will never be free.  Or will we.

Coming For You

He chases you in the night
Just to give you a fright.
You run and run
To find the chase has begun.
It's time for them to feed
Your the food they now need.
You can run but you can't hide
They know you inside.

You trip over a branch
To find you're on a ranch.
You look back to find
The wolves are behind.
They are coming
so start running.



Raghab Nepal
Nepal & Chennai, India

Raghab Nepal is a student at D.G. Vaishnav College in India, where he is pursuing a Bachelor's of Communication. He live sin Sripermbudur.

BURNING SMILE

Springs on the chest of earth
Those nature that soothes all pain
The beauties-unexplainable they are,
Pour love in this hatred ground.
But the burning lava that flows
Within the core of this lovely earth
Has been  resisted so cool and calm
To impart the human, what love meant.
I keep my smile on my red lips
Where the blood flows from the same broken heart.
I cry within but still care for you
So still I do the pretended laugh.
When heat soars up, the springs faces out
Volcanic rush and quakes are felt
On the lovely face of heavenly hell
When it’s chest breaks apart to tears.
And I’m ready to drown in my own tear
Which remained in me for years and years.
Frustrated I look but still I’m true
Trying too hard to resume that smiling look.


War, The Rich' Play

War, the fire, rich have lit
I see burning slums, burning street.
Poor see themselves fry when they are alive
What more to regret, how more to cry?
O ye human, O mighty big
Nay, never has war changed other’s creed.
To love and live is what you declare
And throw few bombs but are you insane?
All are one and same, ye non the small
O ye fools don't use your intellect at all.
Deities are scared to see these battles
For they believed their creation would be kind and humble.
I hither and dither and find no ease
These hoary news sets my blood to freeze.
When shall sun enlighten these fools?
When shall god bestow us with his peace rule?


River

Thee begin the day before the dawn
Thee feed those plant which feed me in return
Cruising through miles untired
Thee serve the whole world without a pain
Thou are divine make of the lord,
Put me in no drought, flood me with love.
Washing sins away and spilling virtue,
Thine aim has been to make all best
Only for thy flow of gorgeous kind
Mighty sun bows in thy respect.
Clean my woes with those holy waters
Thee tried to make whole world so pure
Teach me of the beauty, behind thyself
Let me drown in thou and know thy truth.





City
Piles of hoarding and neon signs
Lost me from myself beneath
The skyscrapers where
Crowds of men found a way of life,
And to my disgrace, I lost one.
None seemed to care
Even the arrival of dawn,
Since the difference in night and day
Were none and still like fools
All loved the joy of being artist
Of the unending drama.
Dollars and pounds, rupees and francs
Love lost existence in the far off ground
Which had sunk so deep that only few fairy tales
Could name, and it ‘just seemed Interesting’
To hear the same.
Losing all hope in the polluted air,
I dreamt of beauty I could find in love
Till a sound of coins woke me up
Thrown at me by passer-by
Thinking me to be a beggar,
Calling it to be a token of love.
At last I realised love’s existence still remain
But the way of loving has met an unprecedented change.