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December has been a rich month. Here is more poetry -- from Rebecca Lu Kiernan, who i invited to submit; and from Jarrett Reynolds, who is a student from Corpus Christi, Texas who i know through John Heymann (issue #3) and summer work. Expect to see more from him. Enjoy these.
 tony gallucci
25 december 2001

Jarrett Reynolds
Corpus Christi, Texas

Hmm a bio? Well, what i can say is that i graduated from King High School last year and now i'm attending corpus christi A&M university. I really didn't write per se in high school but rather i did some "flowing". However that isn't to say that all my poetry is meant to be "flowed". Other than that i surf, play soccer, and keep telling myself i'm not a hopeless romantic.


My song

Dreams often come
when the song has already been sung
regretfully you dream
regretfully you face reality
i will sing my song again
no matter the time or person
my song will be heard
no matter in a dream or reality
my song will stay with me
sometimes you give away your
dreams for reality
sometimes you give away
reality for your dreams
this does not matter
to my song of love








Which is Which

Sometimes early in the morning
with a dreamer's disease
everything works out
in my mind that is.

Sometimes in the afternoon
with a dreamer's nightmare
everything just doesn't happen
in my mind that is.

Sometimes in a dream
with a dreamer's dream
I wake up
in reality thatis.

Dreams and Reality
often mix in each other
in reality we dream
in Dreams we are in reality.








Untitled

My thoughts rush
I picture us
I can see us anywhere
I see her everywhere
all i could do was sit and stare
would she care
about me
my feelings
my thoughts
I can't wait forever
I could never
forget her
but forget her
she doesn't act
to the fact
that i am
what i am
what i can and
can't do
and who knew
that i would get the screw
and so few
get to find
what i found
it's so profound
it's the sound
but you have to love the pain
that goes with the gain
it's what keeps us sane.







 Rebecca Lu Kiernan



Rebecca Lu Kiernan is the editor of Gecko. Her poetry has been published in Ms. Magazine, Duct Tape Press, Gargoyle, Longshot, Southern Ocean Review, New Works Review, Naked Poetry and others. She has work upcoming in Asimov's Science Fiction Magazine, Exquisite Corpse, Boomerang and The North American Review. Her chapbook, "Sex With Trees And Other Things Equally Responsive" was recently released from 2River Press.




DETANGLEMENT
From a desert diner in New Mexico he calls .
Heads down we shuffle through the details of
Our detanglement. He says he will load my
Furniture in a warehouse, even pay for the
First two months, he will cover my indigo sofa,
Tenderly wrap my grandmothers blue onion
China, suspend my giraffe rocking horse in
Popcorn, pack everything up real nice. I ask
If he could hire someone to do it. Genuinely
Puzzled he asks, "Why would you want that?"
He wants to know if I am going to leave faster
Than planned, makes me promise I will tell him.
He keeps clearing his throat. He had chicken
And dumplings for dinner. I had pancakes with
Peach preserves. "For dinner?" he asks. Yes,
For dinner. He asks if I watered the window
Box tiger lilies and do I remember planting them
Together when I first moved in. I have never met
The woman who moved into this cobblestone
House. I've seen photographs. They remind me
Of a sweet girl I see sometimes in dreams.  









Advice to The Tin Man
To achieve suicide by revolver
One must remain sober, steady
For the sweet bull's-eye.
To exit via pills, have a meal first
And take them all at once.
For fumes, leave the car door
Open, garage door closed,
crevices packed with wet towels
And do it at night to minimize
Rescue attempts.
If you leap from a bridge, tie
Your feet together.
You can forget a razor to the
Wrist. To die by spilling blood
You would have to have
A heart to pump it.










The Polite Divorce
Put down the parasol.
Come, this sunset is made
Of cotton candy.
Let's eat the sky!
It melts on the tongue
Disappears.
What will hold the stars
If night comes?
Tell me the darkest thing
You never told a soul.
The chessboard kitchen
Tile has a jagged crack.
We cannot detach our
Eyes from it over hazelnut
Coffee and coconut toast.
What's for dinner?
Whatever you want.
Starting now it's all wrong
Colorless and stabbing
Like a newspaper report
Of the house burning to the
Ground. No one died, they
Say, failing to mention
Photographs that curled
Away. Now how can we
Ever recall smiling like that?
What about the dragonfly
Rug from Australia?
Did we ever go there?
Does the country still exist?
Did you ever hold my hand,
Kiss my forehead?
Faded jeans that fit just right,
Shoes that didn't bite, broken
In leather, nothing will ever
Feel like that.
Strangers sift through ashes,
Find some unharmed silver
Trinket, neither of us has ever
Seen before.
The new house is too neat and
Everything is catalogued for
Insurance, a temporary feel.
Don't get too attached and
Bottom line me,
What's it worth when it's gone?
Now in a dark Italian restaurant
The ostrich fettuccini has a sharp
Metallic taste.
Two thieves fingering weapons
Under the plum linen.
What's wrong with you?
Everything is fine.
Then the contest, hold our
Breath until one of us passes out.
But you can't die like that.
The brain takes over, sneaks a
Breath. A new dentist, a new
Antiquarian book store.
Shark, shaken, unfed, turning
Ivory, a peeling of skin, a
Counting of teeth.
Here are the new keys.
Here are the new crippled bones
That can't be moved but should
Not be treated in a cast
Because God, God,
You wouldn't want them
To heal like that.






Afterburn
You pummeled my head with lemons
Sharp and hard. I was dizzy and saw
Stars. When the lemons went soft with
Rot, you aimed them at my eyes
To burst and sting.
Cancel the ship. Take back the ring.
A poet, finding lemonade predictable
I squeezed your foul fruit into gold.
Ah, the burn of muscles it must have
Taken to catapult those bombs on
Such deadly trajectory.
I bet the exertion
Keeps you warm at night.









To The Dog Who Ate A Bat
In my lap
he is a viscous dog
with broken teeth
foaming at the mouth
bleeding from a jagged
bite on his belly
chasing shadows
chewing his own tail
potentially rabid.
I suspect he will have
to be put down.
I keep fingering the gun
but am disuaded by the
melody of his shrill
miserable whimper, his
unblinking yellow eyes
begging me to love him
or kill him.
So hard to tell the difference.
Not to worry
I usually end up doing
both.